Poem 234
I’m in my sunporch in Hataitai, black night outside the windows, branches scraping the weatherboards …
Tapu
The island is coming to my door
the burial island from deep tapu Green Lake
is standing walking to the shore
up the slippery shining poles of trees
radiating whitely into the water
the island is coming south
passing old mountains in the dark
a skull of pumice behind the shaggy overgrown face
a few choked caves enough for eyes
and a mouth
it passes under the wires linking pylons
on the Desert Road great stopped walkers themselves
it comes
and scratches against the windows
these trees caught in my hair …
pines
they grip me in my head
they loosen my teeth
don't screech like that against the house
I always treated you with respect never fished or swam
in your water never rowed out to you scavenging
for bones
but on the shore one afternoon you and your girlfriend
all but did it eh?
frustrating for us both
go home
the pines pinning you are too deep to be splintered off
already their roots are growing
through your old bones
a blown out breath dank fern root
scours every nerve
funny
me aching under all these new green needles
you lying awake
here
still afraid of me