Poem 234
I’m in my sunporch in Hataitai, black night outside the windows, branches scraping the weatherboards …
Tapu
The island is coming to my door the burial island from deep tapu Green Lake is standing walking to the shore up the slippery shining poles of trees radiating whitely into the water the island is coming south passing old mountains in the dark a skull of pumice behind the shaggy overgrown face a few choked caves enough for eyes and a mouth it passes under the wires linking pylons on the Desert Road great stopped walkers themselves it comes and scratches against the windows these trees caught in my hair … pines they grip me in my head they loosen my teeth don't screech like that against the house I always treated you with respect never fished or swam in your water never rowed out to you scavenging for bones but on the shore one afternoon you and your girlfriend all but did it eh? frustrating for us both go home the pines pinning you are too deep to be splintered off already their roots are growing through your old bones a blown out breath dank fern root scours every nerve funny me aching under all these new green needles you lying awake here still afraid of me